A little about me

Just so you know what you up against

(be gentle)

I am:
spoiled
cheap
sheltered
a writer
undecided when it comes to race, sexual preference, political stand and religion
seeking an identity that will never come
unbiased (I will always at least TRY to understand.)
An obama supporter
thick blooded
selfish
a teen with no future
un-ambitious
pessimist
greedy
cynical
negative
thoughtless
guilt ridden
always hungry (even when I'm not)
never sick
lustful
untrustworthy
alone
EXTREMELYOMGCRAZILY indecisive (in fact, I will NEVER come to a real decision until the last minute, I almost ALWAYS pick both sides, and compromise is the only option.)
truthful
undeserving
a liberal conservative
an abortion supporter
envious of everyone who is skinny, white, pretty, talented, blonde, green eyed, or a combination of the list
an abomination unto the lord (or now)
a perfectionist
ashamed
mixed (African American and Bosnian)
a creator
brown-eyed
fat
gluttonous
awkward
a 'giggle twin'
a dreamer
a talker
messy
gullible
childish
envious of everyone
a 'free spirit' (but I have things that simply MUST be in order in my life.)
an advice giver
not an advice taker
not very funny


I enjoy:
cleaning out my ears with Q-tips
smelling the air
looking outside my window
sunny mornings
being complimented
laughter
the innocence of children (but I market myself as a child hater)
how I look in the photographs that I take
perfume
shopping (when I have money)
sleeping and dreaming 
cloudy/ rainy days
reading fantasy
history
learning things on my own
popcorn
movies (if they were made AFTER I was born, with a few exceptions)
attention
warm nights
walking in the woods
taking photos
scrap booking
writing
warm beds
crackers
red hair and freckles
music (something...light)
radio talk shows
painting
warm, but windy days
animals with fur
sandwiches with lots of lettuce
looking at guys (but not talking)
'baking cakes'
winter
KEANE
sketching (cartoons)
the internet
fall
wiggling my toes
new songs
fingernail polish
hoop earrings
the beauty of hands
Harry potter
water, and being in water
the ocean
the moon
any fantasy movie
how the trees sound when wind blows
singing
the Sims 2
free stuff
people
fields of wheat
mice
things that glow
plane rides (once I get over the whole, 'we could die any minute' thing)
whispers
tea with lemonade powder
harris teeter fried chicken
Alice in wonderland (the concept)
rocks
debating
anime (occasionally)
old things (music boxes, cuckoo clocks, rocking chairs)
teapots and tea sets
mushrooms(not the drug)
the word 'shenanigans'

I dislike:
things with red eyes
war
greasy food
negative spotlight
compliments
ghosts
scary movies. Period.
Needles
bones being cracked
people
ignorant people
'nigga's' 
rap music 
B.E.T. 
kissing (really...)
expressing...things
sounding stupid
sexual situations
myself
'prudes'
Hilary Clinton
natural girls
my school
airports
people being angry for no reason
being frustrated
my eyes
summer
math
bugs (spiders, roaches)
myspace/facebook
talking on the phone
crowds
crying
racism to the point of people getting hurt/fighting/hating each other (harmless racism, like how I don’t date black guys, I think is natural. It can’t be helped. But like, refusing to understand another person’s culture just because you are different is not OK.)
Loud music
conservatives
annoying Christians (but not all, mostly recruiters)
arguing
sand
BEING SICK