I SPENT TODAY DOING ABSOLUTLY NOTHING
I WATCHED SALAD FINGERS
SPEND 4 HOURS WATCHING A PLAY-THROUGH OF 'AMERICAN MCGEES ALICE'
AND I WENT TO MY GHETTO ASS AUNTS HOUSE FOR AND HOUR BECUASE MY MOM DRAGGED ME THERE 

YAY AMERICA

this was a pointless journal
but its 11:00
and I wanted to post something before 12 


I pretty much spent all day observing in the GD go down the crapper
although I did take some pretty pictures of myself today 

 



 



 


Hope everyone had a good holiday anyway
it was nice not to be in geometry
although I have a take home test I should get to


but I am not going to
muhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaa


procrastination rules G








OMFG
YOUTUBE IS NOT WORKING
D:

I was on gaia
and while lurking around the GEEDEE
I found a very interesting thread
made me think
:)

it was one of those 'what turns you on' threads
and of course it was crawling with n00bs 
but at the same time
it really made me think
whats somethings about the opposite sex that I just adore?


freckles
dirty fingernails
virrrrgiiiiins
thier stupid secret little hobbies (something funny, like knitting)
long hair
when they vomit
happy trials
glasses( they have to be blind like me)
when they dance like retards
pale skin
when they are pretty much at any moment of weakness (sickness, sadness, and everything imbetween)
curly hair
muffin top
braces
when they cry
if they can sing
when they whisper in my ear
taller than me
when they want it so bad(<3)
shyness
eyes
'worn in' hands
scars
when they get worried
the way they walk
when they read
when an embarassing situation rises and they blush
when they happen to like KEANE
the fact that I can wear thier clothes
when they luagh 
when they stare
CHUBBY GUYS
the 'cupcake'
when they make me think
when I make them think
when they act like retards
when they tell me about thier day


this made me think
and smile
and a get a little horny
off to porno tube
:D

A little about me

Just so you know what you up against

(be gentle)

I am:
spoiled
cheap
sheltered
a writer
undecided when it comes to race, sexual preference, political stand and religion
seeking an identity that will never come
unbiased (I will always at least TRY to understand.)
An obama supporter
thick blooded
selfish
a teen with no future
un-ambitious
pessimist
greedy
cynical
negative
thoughtless
guilt ridden
always hungry (even when I'm not)
never sick
lustful
untrustworthy
alone
EXTREMELYOMGCRAZILY indecisive (in fact, I will NEVER come to a real decision until the last minute, I almost ALWAYS pick both sides, and compromise is the only option.)
truthful
undeserving
a liberal conservative
an abortion supporter
envious of everyone who is skinny, white, pretty, talented, blonde, green eyed, or a combination of the list
an abomination unto the lord (or now)
a perfectionist
ashamed
mixed (African American and Bosnian)
a creator
brown-eyed
fat
gluttonous
awkward
a 'giggle twin'
a dreamer
a talker
messy
gullible
childish
envious of everyone
a 'free spirit' (but I have things that simply MUST be in order in my life.)
an advice giver
not an advice taker
not very funny


I enjoy:
cleaning out my ears with Q-tips
smelling the air
looking outside my window
sunny mornings
being complimented
laughter
the innocence of children (but I market myself as a child hater)
how I look in the photographs that I take
perfume
shopping (when I have money)
sleeping and dreaming 
cloudy/ rainy days
reading fantasy
history
learning things on my own
popcorn
movies (if they were made AFTER I was born, with a few exceptions)
attention
warm nights
walking in the woods
taking photos
scrap booking
writing
warm beds
crackers
red hair and freckles
music (something...light)
radio talk shows
painting
warm, but windy days
animals with fur
sandwiches with lots of lettuce
looking at guys (but not talking)
'baking cakes'
winter
KEANE
sketching (cartoons)
the internet
fall
wiggling my toes
new songs
fingernail polish
hoop earrings
the beauty of hands
Harry potter
water, and being in water
the ocean
the moon
any fantasy movie
how the trees sound when wind blows
singing
the Sims 2
free stuff
people
fields of wheat
mice
things that glow
plane rides (once I get over the whole, 'we could die any minute' thing)
whispers
tea with lemonade powder
harris teeter fried chicken
Alice in wonderland (the concept)
rocks
debating
anime (occasionally)
old things (music boxes, cuckoo clocks, rocking chairs)
teapots and tea sets
mushrooms(not the drug)
the word 'shenanigans'

I dislike:
things with red eyes
war
greasy food
negative spotlight
compliments
ghosts
scary movies. Period.
Needles
bones being cracked
people
ignorant people
'nigga's' 
rap music 
B.E.T. 
kissing (really...)
expressing...things
sounding stupid
sexual situations
myself
'prudes'
Hilary Clinton
natural girls
my school
airports
people being angry for no reason
being frustrated
my eyes
summer
math
bugs (spiders, roaches)
myspace/facebook
talking on the phone
crowds
crying
racism to the point of people getting hurt/fighting/hating each other (harmless racism, like how I don’t date black guys, I think is natural. It can’t be helped. But like, refusing to understand another person’s culture just because you are different is not OK.)
Loud music
conservatives
annoying Christians (but not all, mostly recruiters)
arguing
sand
BEING SICK